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It's Just A Bother... [Levi x Reader]

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I’m sorry but… I don’t love you, ______. Love… is just a bother to me.

Wrong. I was wrong for saying those fucking words. Regret. I did, once everything went blank in my head. I thought I did was right… for the both of us but all it did was give me pain. Now all I see are ashes which were once full of hope and chance to live a normal life. I stared at those things again however my face was emotionless as ever.

…. I see. I-I’m s-sorry for bothering you then. I’m glad that you’re honest enough and was able to tell you this.

Her smile. Who am I to accept it when all I do was ignore it? Her voice. What should I do once it was gone… forever? I turned my heels and walked away as I heard the cries of my comrades. I ignored it and saw Eren and his friends feel the awful atmosphere. Death was normal for me since I always see it every single day of my life. But today, was different. She was not there. She was long gone before then the flame was lit.

I hope… I can just get a glimpse… of your face. I will always lo--

Her last words. They’re all written in just a piece of paper and yet each word was like she was there, beside me. Her death. I wasn’t able to bring her back, I was too far away from her now. I went back to my office and pulled her note out from my pocket. I read it again for the last time and I felt her presence was there.

I'm afraid. I’m out of gas and was lucky enough to escape the Titans that were chasing me earlier. I ran, it was my only chance to see you again. But fate wasn’t so kind, I saw three Titans in front of me. While my eyes widen in fear, I remember your face and everything that I began to cry. I cried. Not because Titans were about to devour me, it was because of that day. The day I was rejected by someone I really loved. The Titans looked impatient. I can’t run anymore. I stood here and gave up for death but not love. I hope…  that one day you’ll accept me.

Love. It wasn’t a bother, it was my chance to change. Chance. I was given a lot and yet I avoided it. After reading her note, I felt crying inside. I shouldn’t have rejected her and I should have saved her when she was in trouble. “Sir, the bodies were all burnt.” A voice said behind the door. I breathed in and glared back to where the sound came from. “You may go.” Such an impulsive pig! I sighed and went looking back to her note. “If I said yes, would you still live, ______?”

Corporal, please listen to what I have to say… I really liked you for a long time. Please accept my feelings.
Hehe... I felt writing and I kind of owed some people for not doing their forms. Sorry, I kinda suck at this. 

SnK --> Hajime Isayama
Levi --> You
Oneshot --> Mine 
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Woah the feels are so real you made my eyes rain...